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i tot i will not post any entry today cos i tot that today will be another 'as-per-normal' day for me..
but yay, i am wrong =x
today is another fulfilling day for me!
frankly speaking, i lurve my today, thou its kinda physical challenging..
as in, i am duper tired today!

woke up early due to the early cg.
to tik abt it, its a blessing that the cg was held at 12pm.
aes released at 11am today!
thats the advantage of a catholic skool, they have such thing as 'founder day'
oh well.. interesting~
oh ya, y did i say its a blessing?
simply bcos of my tight schedule..

the cg was a lively one..
personally, i tik that its fun..
hehes.
i tik sitong is reali cute lar..
to say the truth, i am reali glad to see jiawan being so excited today..
lols.
not that she is always dead in cg lar, but it jus feel good to see her participating =)
heys, jiawan, u have alot of potential ! and yups, u have the ability to make my day =)
not forgetting my darling sheep, wanling..
always open her hse for cg.
so hospitable..
thank God for ya =)

praise God, my grp have one convert today!
she is a good convert =)
omg, can u see the revival coming?
history makers on the making!
let me count...
we have ard 11 ppl in AES alone le..
gals only..
cool mann!
TWENTY FOR JESUS, its possible..
if everyone retained, we still have 5 more to go to see TWENTY =)
weee` so visible!
alright, jia you gals!

met up with dan today..
argh, tell u i am so BLUR lehs.
if he has long hair, i guess he will be pulling his hair already.
lols.
hais, i was saying, if not for all these carelessness, MAYBE i can get A1 already.
wahahaha.
sound so crap but its quite true thou.
lols.

so envious..
when i read those blogs with chim eng and beautiful sentences, i cant help but to envy lehs.
i seriously tik that eng is so beautiful..
how i wish i can be one of them mann..
actually it do make a great diff if we are sent to good primary schools or neighbourhood schools..
the influence are so different..
argh, i promise, if ever i have a kid, i will definalty sent them to good schools..
so that they will grow up to be someone educated and speak good and beautiful eng..
so class...
unlike the influences frm neighbourhood skools, singlish, vulgarities etc etc.
ppl who tik that vulgarities is cool, u are so wrong mann, it sound reali aweful.
and its so not elegant and polite.
okay okay, i am frm neighbourhood skool too.
however, it has its positive side lar =)

yea yea.
so by nature, ting is super attacted to ppl who has good educated, mother tougue is english, can write beautiful essays, their lame jokes is in eng version, use very different words to describe common stuffs, come frm well-known schools,stays in condo, etc etc.. alright, these are typicals rich familes with good family backgrounds ; high social status =) and of cos bubbly =)
however, these are e ppl that ting felt so uneasy and inadequate but 'looking forward' to be with.
lols.

okay, dreaming~

ok thats all for my craps.
not that i look down on ppl who are not lidat, jus that i am so envious of those ppl!!
lols

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ting is officially a member of bookworm club!
wahahas.
have been mugging these few days..
mug and mug and mug.
call me a mugger!

anyway, i seriously hope that it will be a prodictive one.
argh, i am so scared!
i am doing maths in a turtle speed.
omg, save me!

let me tell u how crazy we are..
we studied frm 11pm - 5plus am in macs.
for me, this is e 3rd time already..
and and and, ytd today and tml, i will be meeting ppl up to study.
to say the truth, i feel kinda good. wahahas.

God, help me to be effective!
i dun wana waste my time.
no more.

i am damn busy this week.
cool !
my schedule is fully packed already.
no more space for one more event or activity.
hehes.
cool !

TWENTY for Jesus in far north west TWo=)

-if god brought u to it, he will bring u thru it-
-jesus is my hope-

i am glad that the ppl are responding..
revival is coming, its happening.
=)

ting is having O level eng oral on thurs.
scary.....
1. i duno yung ching sec, so scared to lost my way!
2. God knows how long since i have touch eng.
3. cos e questions and topic of oral are so impromptu, i cant help but to be scared. hahaas.

i thank God, ziying is meeting me on wed to help me !!
yeah, kinda funny to practice oral with her..
but i reali appreciate it!
THANKS SHEPHERD =)

oh btw..

FNW2 is heading towards 20 TWENTY for end august =)

yeah...

a faith-filled goal.

its very visible.

fyi, we have officially splitted our cg into TWO!

our vision is, we wana see every skools in bt panjang to have a CG!

and one unit in AES ! =)

history makers!

yeah. =)

excited ehs!

chanting 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20..

caught the spirit?

TWENTY MUST COME TO PASS BY END AUG =)

come on, lets work hard for this.

until and unless everyone get their bums up and be united in this, this wouldnt be done, 20 will jus be a day-dream thing.

alright?

charing towards 20.

in jesus name.

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ting is repenting..

i wana lead a transformed life.

forgiven sinner.

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this poor blog had been neglected for many many days.
dun bother to update cos this is a public blog, thats e fact.
bid goodbye to my last week. it totally sucks.
not abt wats happening ard me, but in me.
God knows wad happen to me, i duno either.
thats e dumbest part =x i guess....

My last week

got kinda emo these few days.
cried for so many days.
and i seriously wonder y am i crying and wad am i crying for...
the conclusion made is ting have to be more sensitive to herself.
cos she nv noe wats going on with her, and with this, she dun even noe wat to deal with in her life.
thats so pathetic of her..
holy spirit, have i been neglecting u in my life?
oh well, thats e worse thing that can happen to one's life.
ting wana be more sensitive to the spirit.

when a person got emo, many idiotic tots will run thru his or her mind.
i got so sensitive that it seems like everyone on earth is hurting me..
hai ya, to tik abt it, so dumb.
it seems like i am the most pathetic person on earth..
too indulged in my own world that i forgot abt the goodness of God.
wad exactly happen?
discouragements? disappointments? felt left out? unloved? lonely? useless? irritated?
argh, ask me not, cos i am not very sure either.

there's a temptation of dwelling..
to live in my own world, to indulged in this pain that causes unnesessary waters to flow frm my eyes and lead to unnesessary headache e next day.
is dwelling so attractive? y on earth did i got myself tempted over this?
ask me not again, cos the ans is simply 'duhh' ---dumbness.

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now roughly got how did i lead my life the previous week?
is that agreeable that it totally sucks?
hur hur hur..
hais.
i nearly harden my heart and disobey God.
wad have i gotten myself into..
thank God i have chosen to do the right thing.
i didnt submit to my feelings, i bite my lips and obeyed despite personal feelings.
all thanks to holy spirit =)
if i had harden den, this will be another sucky week for me.
wooo, i am out of that hell on earth.

went to service... it was a refreshing one..
i cant deny that God simply cares.
its always when i tot that i am e only one left on planet earth, God prove me wrong..
no matter wad, i have God with me..
i am so glad that i am proven wrong..
cos this feeling is fantastic!
bleghs =)
was so charged up...
frankly, giving up has nv nv came across my mind..
i mean in both my relationship woth God and my grp.
i nv wana give up, cos i noe wat's instore for me.
i wouldnt felt so terrible jus bcos my grp is not growing lar..
i felt terrible not cos of growth, instead, due to some other personal and dumb reasons =]

the core team meet was awesome.
too bad that jia hui they all nv attend.
hais.
but for me, it was a refreshing one =)

the tingting now is feeling much better..
frankly, i still feel abit uncomfy in my heart..
when ppl feel nevious, they use "butterfly in the stomach" to describe how they feel..
so wad abt ppl like me?
mayb i can use "bees in ting's heart" ?
nahz, craps.
God, i promis, i will deal with myself together with ya.
i wana be a better ting for u.
its time to get out and not be so insecure anymore.
no more dwelling.
no more crying.
stop---

God, help me to find that passionate and joyful ting =)
God, i am nth without u.
nv nv nv nv will i wan to get u out of my life and nv nv nv will i wana get out of ur presence.
cos i need u.

real character is not proven in smooth times, but rather, in the rocky periods.
God, continue to mould me =)

thank God for pulling me up when i am down.
thank God for reminding me for obeying despite lousy feelings..
thank god that i've made e right choice..
pheeeeww~

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ting blive with all her heart that she will learn a precious lesson when there are obstacles along the path..
and indeed, she've learn one precious lesson =)
ting wants to be faithful in every little things that e lord has entrusted her..
she responded last night and yups, ting did wat she should do today =)
clap clap !!
ting went down to every details, smses after smses... calls after calls..
making sure if the NBs are being follow-up, ppl will come for cg etc etc etc...
b4 everything, expectations are already there in her heart..

oh well, when there are expectations, it makes our heart to be vulnerable to disappointments..
hmmms, get things right, i am talking abt expectations frm human..
cos if u expects frm God, i am very sure that god wun disappoint u, cos thats one of his promises to his children =)
was reali on my nerves today..
however, God clamed me down and i tot thru..
and y on earth did i expect ppl to mit my own expectations?
we are doing God;s work..
as long as its according to his word, and we do not compromise his word..
i guess its perfectly alright to do things in a different way.
however, in God's work, there are still some expectations that has to be met..
this cannot compromise..
so, i am pretty dumb to be on nerve today..
hahahas.

to say the truth, i am very afraid that one day, i will be drained out..
ting doesnt noe wat will happen next..
i am very afraid of problems and circumstances..
yes, i noe that they are the stepping stones to success and the making of miracles..
however, they are just too scary.. i guess.
little little obstacles are showing themselves out as i was walking..
ting has to be courageous and understand e simple fact that she will nv walk alone =)
God, i have to trust u... yea? =)

i am reali concern abt this cg that God has entrusted me..
i reali wana ask for e commitments of e ppl..
hey ppl, if u are reading this..
pls take ownership of this cg..
it doesnt belong to me alone right?
if e NBs dun wana join us, den we go to them..
dun be too passive alright?
we have to go to them and make sure they are retained!!
if everyone only concern abt themselves, den i guess, thats too selfish and inward looking already.
i am giving my best, wat abt u?

ting sat down and prayed for our ppl..
the burden is jus there, right in my heart..
prayed for every single one..
may the lord refresh them and keep them strong =)
likewise to myself.
i am not yet tired, this prayer is just immunisation..
bleghs =p

ting is still believing..
God has many great things instored for me..
obstacles are not meant to hinder us, its there for us to learn and grow up.
if i dun allow it to be a hinderance, it would nv be =)
my heart is trusting that if god is for me, who can be against me?
and i am believing that, if i have given my best, God wun short change me..
if i have not given my best, den i will jus shut up and forfeit myself frm God's blessing.

ah well, its time to slp and...

God, bless e cg tml =)

may it be fruitful and God, u will speak to them..

ppl will come, tutions or wadever to be cancelled..

God, i reali want them to join us..

how can i feel nth when my family member is missing?

God, pls help us!

hur, i wun give up.

i gotta faith that some time down the road, everyone will be stronger..

stay rooted to his word.. and we can turn the earth up-side down..

stay tune and see how the lord is going to bless FNW2 and it will be that kinda too much that we cant contained.

wahahahas.

not self-comforting.. this is my conviction.

nights =)

-tiinggx`charriis __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-

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Zacchaeus the Tax Collector

1Jesus entered Jericho and was passing through.

2A man was there by the name of Zacchaeus; he was a chief tax collector and was wealthy.

3He wanted to see who Jesus was, but being a short man he could not, because of the crowd.

4So he ran ahead and climbed a sycamore-fig tree to see him, since Jesus was coming that way.

5When Jesus reached the spot, he looked up and said to him, "Zacchaeus, come down immediately. I must stay at your house today."

6So he came down at once and welcomed him gladly.

7All the people saw this and began to mutter, "He has gone to be the guest of a 'sinner.' "

8But Zacchaeus stood up and said to the Lord, "Look, Lord! Here and now I give half of my possessions to the poor, and if I have cheated anybody out of anything, I will pay back four times the amount."

9Jesus said to him, "Today salvation has come to this house, because this man, too, is a son of Abraham.

10For the Son of Man came to seek and to save what was lost."

am i as desparate and passionate when it comes to God's word and work?

did i went of of my comfort zone for jesus?

(3He wanted to see who Jesus was, but being a short man he could not, because of the crowd. 4So he ran ahead and climbed a sycamore-fig tree to see him, since Jesus was coming that way. )

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The Parable of the Ten Minas

11While they were listening to this, he went on to tell them a parable, because he was near Jerusalem and the people thought that the kingdom of God was going to appear at once.

12He said: "A man of noble birth went to a distant country to have himself appointed king and then to return.

13So he called ten of his servants and gave them ten minas.^[a]'Put this money to work,' he said, 'until I come back.'

14"But his subjects hated him and sent a delegation after him to say, 'We don't want this man to be our king.'

15"He was made king, however, and returned home. Then he sent for the servants to whom he had given the money, in order to find out what they had gained with it.

16"The first one came and said, 'Sir, your mina has earned ten more.'

17" 'Well done, my good servant!' his master replied. 'Because you have been trustworthy in a very small matter, take charge of ten cities.'

18"The second came and said, 'Sir, your mina has earned five more.'

19"His master answered, 'You take charge of five cities.'

20"Then another servant came and said, 'Sir, here is your mina; I have kept it laid away in a piece of cloth.

21I was afraid of you, because you are a hard man. You take out what you did not put in and reap what you did not sow.'

22"His master replied, 'I will judge you by your own words, you wicked servant! You knew, did you, that I am a hard man, taking out what I did not put in, and reaping what I did not sow?

23Why then didn't you put my money on deposit, so that when I came back, I could have collected it with interest?'

24"Then he said to those standing by, 'Take his mina away from him and give it to the one who has ten minas.'

25" 'Sir,' they said, 'he already has ten!'

26"He replied, 'I tell you that to everyone who has, more will be given, but as for the one who has nothing, even what he has will be taken away.

27But those enemies of mine who did not want me to be king over thembring them here and kill them in front of me."

am i faithful in wat e lord has entrusted me?

will the lord entrust me more in future?

will i be called the "good and faithful servant or the "wicked and lazy servant"?

(16"The first one came and said, 'Sir, your mina has earned ten more.'

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17" 'Well done, my good servant!' his master replied. 'Because you have been trustworthy in a very small matter, take charge of ten cities.'

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18"The second came and said, 'Sir, your mina has earned five more.'

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19"His master answered, 'You take charge of five cities.'

--

20"Then another servant came and said, 'Sir, here is your mina; I have kept it laid away in a piece of cloth.

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21I was afraid of you, because you are a hard man. You take out what you did not put in and reap what you did not sow.'

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22"His master replied, 'I will judge you by your own words, you wicked servant! You knew, did you, that I am a hard man, taking out what I did not put in, and reaping what I did not sow?

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24"Then he said to those standing by, 'Take his mina away from him and give it to the one who has ten minas.'

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25" 'Sir,' they said, 'he already has ten!'

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26"He replied, 'I tell you that to everyone who has, more will be given, but as for the one who has nothing, even what he has will be taken away)

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is my heart too harden to respond?

am i a good follower of christ?

am i a good leader?

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ting did some reflections..

and argh.

i want to be a better person for jesus, jesus deserve a better me =)

God, thanks for ur reminder.

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ramdon questions..

can love God and yet not serve meh?
how is that possible?
its not logical to say that u love God when u are not serving.. =)

wat exactly does tingting wants?
wats the best for tingting?
Jesus is my capable guide.

there are somethings that i need to do, i have to do and i should do..
but nth has been done...
and i detest myself for being lidat.
some decision have to be made.
=)

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

as some of us noe... there is abit changes in west A ..
hehehes...
we will come together with north B and our unit name will be FAR NORTH WEST..
so frm now on, west A and north B wun exist anymore.. hehes...

let me do some introduction..

ting's unit will be...
far north west!!

ting's cg will be..
far north west 2
FNW2

ting's shepherd will be..
ZIYING!!

ting's new sheep will be...
jia hui,wanling and mingyee.
plus jes and phoebe..

ting's dmm mates will be..
jogina,himyi,david,joyce and ziying =)

yeah, so cool !!
i lurve my cg name, so unique..
hahahas.
far north west 2.. wah!

Sunday, July 30, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED EELEE =)

yeah...
time can fly!
i still rmber when u 1st took over west was ard ur bdae too!
and we gave u that pink bag.. hahahas.
anyway.... it has been a joy serving God with ya..
=)

eelee i love you!
thanks for everything and thanks for being my fren =)
i love to hang out with ya and i feel secured sharing my weaknesses to u..
cos i noe that u are one person that god place in my life to guide me !!
yay, thanks for being part of my life and i appreciate it alot !
frm my dad's issue to my o level, to my DAE days to my grp's lowest peak times and to my recent breakthru in accounting and to now...
thanks for being there for me =)
yay.

duno wat to say thou.
if i continue on.. goosebumps will appear mann.
wahahas.
anyway, thanks a million =)

happy 2_th birthday!
wahahahs. =)

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